AND THE JOURNEY CONTINUES..

Goobye Sematan..

Finally, after 2 months working in Sematan,I am back to Kuching!! Next monday I will start my day back in hectic labour ward.. Cant wait for the excitement of adrenaline pumping in the ward, but the workload stress that i have to face in the ward really makes me want to stay longer in Sematan instead. I'm going to miss life in Sematan, waking up to the sounds of fishermen's boat, birds singing early in the morning, sitting at the beach watching surises and sunsets, walking along the sandy beach enjoying the smells of salty seabreeze... aaahhh life was wonderful...

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!

HAPPY LABOUR DAY to all buruh-buruh negara!! I celebrated my Labour day in "labour" ward tending to mothers who were having "labour" pain.. Hahahah..hahah hah It's what my friend called "Happy Labouring". After spending the whole night in labour ward, which was Not a good night as one of my patient had a complication after delivery.. (bleeding...bleeding..) i sleepwalked to my car and went home the next morning.. I reached home, dragged myself out of my car, dragged myself to the bathroom, forced myself to eat breakfast, then crawled myself to bed and SLEEP!! I love sleeping, the most wonderful and meaningful things to do..

After sleeping the whole day, my friend asked me to watch movie: Spiderman 3.. Guess what! I fell asleep halfway watching the movie!! Well, the story was not that exciting and too slow. I was expecting some actions but the action part only came toward the end of the movie.. I almost cried when my handsome Goblin Jr, Harry died.. sobs sobs.. I give..3 bintang saja..for Spiderman 3. Hmmm..my next movie to catch is Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End..

TATA..

I Had A Bad Week..

Last week was a bad week for me.. and I still feel the bad aura is still hovering me this week. Yesterday was the worst day.. baby died..mother had to go into Operation Theater.. WHAT A LOUSY WAY TO START MY WEEK!!! Every time I close my eyes, the image of the macerated baby haunts me.. I hope tomorrow things will be much better, I pray that this week everything will turn out better.. I'm exhausted already.. Mentally, psychologically & physically tired.. My colleagues & friends said I'm losing weight.. Great, maybe now I might look like a walking skeleton. Cant wait for the public holidays, I need to clear my head, scream out all these tensions out of me.. And hopefully, gain some weight..HAHA

I MISS SUNSET IN PENANG..

The ESCAPED

Where was i? Yah,i was trapped inside the elevator on level 3, all alone in the dark. It was totally dark, and i had to wait for a few minutes for my eyes to adapt to the darkness. After a while, i could see a little bit, trying to search for the emergency button.. I didnt dare to look around, just staring at the buttons in the elevator. I was worried if i turn my head behind or look to my side, i might see "something" that i dont want to see.. When I was struggling looking for the emergency button, suddenly the elevator's door slowly opened.. The moment the door opened wide enough for my size (i'm skinny so i didnt have to wait so long), I quickily squeezed my way out of the elevator, ran toward the staircase, ran up the stairs to level 4 straight to the library! No looking back.

Finally, I managed to escape from the elevator! I was so relieved to see the bright lights and students walking around in the library. I told the librarian about the incident and he said "Awal juak lif ya berolah". I didn't bother to ask further. After i returned my books, I left, didn't want to use the elevator so I went down using the staircase. Safer! When I reached home, i told my sister about it and she said may be the faculty is haunted. I don't know, may be..

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY

I have just finished writing email to my friend who is working in Saudi Arabia. Arrgh how i envy her...! She gets to work in a big hospital that uses way advanced health system.. latest practice and technology.. and her salary.. fuuyoooo!!! jelesss nyerrr.. while i am still stuck here in Malaysia.. overworked and underpaid.. sad eh.. Angela, i hope you will be doing fine in King Faisal. Don't flirt with the "Pak Arab", takut jadi bini no.4! Muahahahah... I wonder do they celebrate Valentine's day the way we do.. Maybe not, it's not their culture anyway.

This year i totally forgot about Valentine's day till i saw people selling flowers by the roadside.. After spending the whole day stitching episiotomy, i decided to go to the faculty's library that night to return some books. Around 9.30pm i reached the faculty's compound, parked my car and went in. The library is on the 4th floor so i used the elevator lor.. I was alone. The corridor was empty with no students walking around as usual. So i thought maybe everybody went out dating! Biasalah Valentine's day.. Inside the elevator, alone.. I was busy sending sms to my colleague talking about our work for the day when SUDDENLY.. i heard some weird sound came from the top of elevator. I didn't bother until the elevator suddenly stopped with some jerky movement, you know.. like one of the typical scene we always watched in horror movie.. I was in level 3, one more to level 4. Aarrgh.. i was screamin inside my head! So i pushed button 4 hoping that the elevator would go up. But i still get the weird sound from the elevator's roof and jerky movement. My hands started to feel cold clammy, my heart pumping fast and hard, i could feel myself sweating with the aircond so strong inside the elevator. EEE.. seram sejuk.. The only thing that was on my mind was the scene from Dark Water (Japanese horror movie) where the elevator always stuck at the haunted level and the little girl's spirit standing outside!! Again I pressed the button, and instead of going up to level 4, the elevator's door slowly OPEN! I SCREAMED INSIDE MY HEAD "No no no no dont open! CLOSE! CLOSE!" Pressing the 'close button' again and again, but the door opened wider and wider. The outside corridor was so dark, and  I was so worried that some sex maniac man might jump out of the dark! Frankly speaking, I was much more afraid of a man than a ghost!

Then, the door slowly closed.. Feeling a little bit relieved, still hoping for the elevator to go up level 4.. When suddenly everything became dark inside the elevator! A BLACKOUT!! The elevator stuck, blackout, everything jammed and I was trapped inside the elevator..all alone..!!

After 10 Years..

Even if ten years pass or a hundred years pass, or if a thousand years pass
I can't forget you..

 

Even if I can't see you, I can feel you.
Even your love and even your happiness.
In the end, I've shown you off again.
Regretfully, regretfully I'm like this.
I hate that you left without a word,
and although I pray everyday to hate,
all I think about is you.

Even if ten years or a hundred years pass
or if a thousand years pass I can't forget you.
Even if ten years or a hundred years pass
Waiting for you, to me, is the easiest thing.

Although I pray that my well-being, that maybe even
my well-being would vaguely reach you,
and though I hate you and pray everyday to hate you,
All I think about is you.

Even if ten years or a hundred years pass
or if a thousand years pass I can't forget you.
Even if ten years or a hundred years pass
Waiting for you, to me, is the easiest thing.

We never had enough time to love and so
I erase those times and even if I erase it
you're still there.

What in the world do you want me to do?
I'm quite attach.
You're not going to come back.
And like a fool I'm going to wait.

Even if ten years or a hundred years pass
or if a thousand years pass I can't forget you.
Even if ten years or a hundred years pass
Waiting for you,
Waiting for just you,
Even if I'm smiling, they become tears.
CLICK ME..!!

 

My Sad Love Sonata

Some people were never meant to be together..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KNFoyLwx4fc

FRUIT FEVER

   

Its that time of the year again! Fever, sore-throat and cough outbreak among the hospital staff! No, I'm not talking about the rainy season nor holiday season. I'm talking about the Fruit Season!!! We have Durians, Rambutans, Mangosteen, Langsat, Rambai, Dabai etc.. Everywhere i see people selling fruits, Kuching is flooded with fruits. You can buy rambutans for as low as 50cent only for 1 big bundle WOO.. Wah hahahah! But i always get free rambutans from my friends, Muahahahahah..!But too much fruits can make you miserable. I ate 1 basket of rambutans during the weekend and now I'm not well!!! Loss my voice, sore throat, coughing. I'm having fruit fever! Still, that doesn't stop me from eating fruits. What to do? They are just too juicy for me to resist. Now, I am crazy over Dabai (local season fruit mostly found in Sibu). But dabai is expensive in Kuching because we have to import it from Sibu. Must soak it in warm water for it to become soft before you can eat it. I love DAbai, delicious!
Its time for my cough syrup, good night! N Happy Fruit Season..